GOD! WHY? I thought you loved me : Xulon Press : 9781545665558 : 1545665559 : 20 May 2019 : We all have our days where we feel we can't survive. Sometimes dreams are shattered, friendships may fall apart. Love one's may hurt us. Finances may worry us. Sickness may overtake us. We may even lose people we love. But God will ALWAYS be there to guide us through even the toughest of times. Never lose FAITH. Hold onto HOPE. TRUST in GOD ALWAYS. There are many trials I faced, as you will read but the ultimate test of my faith was the death of three of my children, 2 with a brain disease and a miscarriage of a twin. The children that went home with the Lord suffered each for a year and a half till their brain was gone. Then a divorced, remarried to then lose a twin. Also lost a ministry, business, older son, self-worth, hope, love. I AM LIVING TESTIMONY TO GOD'S GRACE his faithfulness to his promises and his divine love and protection no matter what I was facing. Good, bad, or ugly.