Did You Know I Would Miss You? : Dsaul Journey Publishing : 9780981043814 : 098104381X : 06 Jul 2016 : In May of 2004, the body of Donaleen Saul's 54-year-old brother, Steve, was found in the cab of his truck in a gravel pit near Kindersley, Saskatchewan. The cause of his death was as unambiguous as its impact: "Despite our fractured and unexplored relationship, or perhaps because of it, losing my brother to suicide has been the biggest heartbreak of my life." A professional writer who has found lifelong solace in journal-writing, this book, Did You Know I Would Miss You? - The Transformative Journey of the Suicide Survivor became Donaleen's place of refuge in the soul storm arising from this shattering event. Did You Know I Would Miss You? traces Donaleen's journey of transformation from Steve's grief-stricken sister to his life-affirming ally in a relationship that she describes as "an ongoing connection with someone who has expanded beyond the suffering that informed so much of his