pbFashion bitch turned wellness witch, b Cardsy B, shares her irresistibly witty and raw account of seemingly having, then losing, it all to redirect inward to find healing and purpose in unlocking her intuition.brppbBefore becoming Cardsy Bb, Rebecca Szymczak was a brebellious outcast from rural Pennsylvaniab, determined to live the quintessential Manhattan life, landing high-level fashion jobs, celebrity friends, and even her own lingerie line along the way. But by age thirty-one, an bastrological transitb-known as Saturn's Return-bgate-crashed her lifeb, stripping away her self-identity and exposing a battle with depression, anxiety, and substance abuse, just beneath the glossy surface.brppbAs she began to rebuild her lifeb, Cardsy revisited her childhood hobby of pulling tarot cards. In doing so, bshe reconnected with her intuitionb in powerful and often unexpected ways.brppbThe Saturn Diaries is the compelling record of that journeyb, involving everything, from a homemade Oprah-at