This book of memoirs will give you a view of the first 20 years of life, expressing the challenges of a girl from a fatherless home in West Philadelphia. A young Black girl's life with secrets of manipulation, abuse, drugs, and confusion. She shares the struggles of her emotional pain and the determination to find something better. It also examines the research of some statistics that a fatherless child can fall into, as well as the words of wisdom based on personal experience and observation. Sheni' Suntory has emerged as a professional military non commissioned officer in the United States Air Force with over 20 years of service, and the first woman in her family to have a successful long term military career. She is a community leader, entrepreneur, and a college graduate with a B.A. in Theology, while raising a son as a widow. She also has earned a Virginia State license in Cosmetology. She is establishing herself as an advocate for women in life transitions by leading a monthly wo