A story about a lost soul finding rredemption by overcoming self-doubt, self hate, aand self-abuse.AUTHOR'S NOTE The person whom I intended to write this book's Preface replied to that request My impression is that you felt forces were against you and things occurred to thwart your growth. My belief system is that it is all lessons... similar to your belief... but we as individuals make choices that teach those lessons. I feel we must keep our auric field protected and follow angel and guardian guidance.Friends understand one another... and my friend was honestly describing that one of my progeny of water and Spirit quite honestly has chosen deliberate sabotage of my attempts at enlightenment. Some people just want to flow with the tide to not swim upstream, but instead allow the river current to propel them forward in life with just enough effort to prevent drowning or floating into the tree limbs near the river bank. That can be a good use of Life Energy coupled with Service, Charity