Commune shopping, my mother, Theresa, called it as if to imply some sort of fun. But I wasn't fooled. One shopped for shoes, clothes, and groceries, not insular bizarre private societies to devote years of one's life to. pAfter spending almost five years of her childhood in the Synanon cult, Celena has developed a deep longing and desire for normalcy, to live in a house with her mother, attend public school, and meld into the plainness of mainstream American life. In October 1981, Celena's longtime wish to leave the commune is finally realized, and one cold fall morning she departs by bus from the rural property in Marin with her mother, stepfather, and stepsister to start their lives anew. Yet right from the beginning, ideals of how and where to live clash within their small family. While Celena and her stepsister yearn for a nuclear home, their parents are on the hunt for the next utopia. Money is tight and tempers are hot as the four try to navigate the challenge of what it is to be