Meredith is not good enough. She is always searching for something outside of herself to make her whole. She escapes into her obsession with body, weight, and shape. Her mind constantly races. emIs her stomach flat enough Everyone is looking at her, judging. She cannot eat for the rest of the day.em Inside, she is empty. Meredith has suffered from anorexia since the age of thirteen, and at the age of thirty-five, she entered a partial hospitalization program. Now fully recovered, Meredith shares her honest, complicated, and at times heart-wrenching recovery journey to give hope to those who are suffering.p pIf you have that little glimmer of hope underneath all the pain of your eating disorder, this book is for you. Anorexia brings me down, controls me, suffocates me, consumes me. It zaps away any small piece of joy, or happiness or sense of worth. I have these rare occasions where I think emThere must be more. I want more. I deserve more.em I have a brief surge of energy to conquer th