Have you ever experience your life as useless and painful Do you get to a point that you just want to end it all Do you believe that there are advantage and disadvantages in the lives of most human beings Are you living in hopelessness and pain It is indeed a pleasure for me to share with all of my readers the aspirations, impartations, experiences frail and active I have endured. There were those positive spiritual events that really shaped my life. It is important that you read each chapter intensely so you can be helped and blessed, especially the trigger points that changed my life. I was a little girl born out of wedlock to a mother who was a deaf-mute, and who fell in love deserting me as her child. My life was as if I was living motherless not from death, but because my mother chose not to be a parent. I was living from house to house on the streets with nowhere to go. In my life, I was misused, abused, raped and strip of all my dignity. The journey in my life was painful and ho