pJanet wanted more. More love, more excitement, more purpose. Is happiness to much to ask of this world At the tender and curious age of 17, she left the only world she'd ever known to explore a life abroad. What was supposed to be a summer of mission work in Scotland turned into a summer of love. But love can be fleeting and confusing, and often painful, as Janet would come to find out. Janet's summer of love turned into a lifetime of searching for things that matter most in life. With children comes love, but also stress that can end relationships. And as Janet would find out the hard way, most men just aren't up for the challenge of toughing it out through thick and thin. Fifty years! Why has it taken me fifty years to figure this out she asks herself. In the end, after experiencing the ultimate loss, she finds happiness again in the most unlikely circumstances.ppbrp